Dr Shabnam Gujadhur (image supplied)
Dr Shabnam Gujadhur was diagnosed with a rare form of ovarian cancer just after her 30th birthday in March 2022. She was busy working as a junior Doctor at Gold Coast University Hospital when suddenly overnight she found herself a patient instead.
Since her diagnosis, Shabnam has made it her goal to help others by spreading awareness about ovarian cancer – a silent killer and ignored killer. As both a doctor and a woman with ovarian cancer, she wanted to use her voice more poignantly, to raise funds for future research.
We chatted to Dr Shabnam about her diagnosis, her work with the Ovarian Cancer Research Foundation (OCRF) and how her experience has changed her perspective on life and work.
Dr Shabnam Gujadhur with friends (image supplied)
How long have you been a Gold Coast local?
I moved to the Gold Coast from Melbourne almost 6 years ago. Looking back over those years, I have formed life-long friendships and amazing memories. I have fully immersed myself in the local culture, very much different from Melbourne. The Gold Coast is a beautiful city that has it all, from the coffee culture, exciting new cafes, the beach lifestyle, surf breaks, hiking spots, to the rolling hills of the Hinterland. And I am fortunate to get to live it every day.
What do you love the most about the Gold Coast?
What I love the most about the Gold Coast are the little things about living here that make it instantly feel like home. Growing up in Mauritius, some of my fondest memories were the days at the beach, swimming in the blue lagoons. The beaches here and the smell of the ocean take me back to those days. I enjoyed being able to walk down to the beach after work or on my days off. Besides, the down-to-earth and friendly nature of the locals, makes this city more special. There is a sense of connectedness.
Dr Shabnam Gujadhur with her parents (image supplied)
Tell us a bit about yourself.
I grew up in Mauritius, a small island, off the Eastern Coast of Madagascar, known for its stunning white, sandy beaches and coastline.
At the end of high school, determined to follow in my parents’ footsteps to become a doctor, I moved to Melbourne to undertake a Bachelor of Laboratory Medicine. Indeed, Melbourne coffee was enough to convince me to stay upon completion of my undergraduate and I subsequently accepted a position as a medical scientist at a public hospital. Though I enjoyed my work, the spark I had inside me to become a doctor could not be extinguished. I subsequently made the big move to the Gold Coast in 2017 to study Medicine at Bond University where I met some incredible people as well as my partner.
After graduating from medical school, I could not think of a better place to start my career than on the Gold Coast owing to its lifestyle. I have for the past two years been working at Gold Coast University Hospital as a junior doctor, rotating through various specialties and it has been a journey of discovery, education and lots of emotions.
Dr Shabnam Gujadhur in hospital (image supplied)
Can you tell us about your experience being diagnosed with cancer last year?
Being diagnosed with ovarian cancer at the age of 30 and at the very beginning of my dream career, was nothing I ever expected. A diagnosis that wormed its way into life’s front row without a ticket. I went from having a normal life to being a cancer patient overnight. The series of events have been embedded in my mind. I went from my GP to an ultrasound, seeing a gynaecologist, then surgery the next week, being inflicted a crushing defeat, seeing the gynae-oncologist the same evening, followed by another surgery the next week for the removal of my ovary and tube. It so happened the same day I was going through my staging surgery that my aunty, diagnosed with metastatic cancer only 6 months ago, lost her battle. It has indeed been a harrowing journey.
As I went from one surgery to another, I was forced to confront the various shades of perhaps, maybe, hopefully and hopefully not. The certainty I once had about my life turning out as planned was gone in a heartbeat. Whilst my colleagues were deciding which specialty of medicine they liked or planning their holiday, I was having to make life-changing decisions in face of the maze of issues.
My future became my parents’ greatest concerns. Nonetheless, I considered myself blessed to have had my family, all my closest friends, my partner and many others, by my side to help me shoulder all my pain, emotion, and dread. The past 12 months have undoubtedly been a long walk in a dark tunnel.
Dr Shabnam Gujadhur (image supplied)
Do you think your medical training helped you deal with the diagnosis?
Perhaps in some way. Being in the medical field helped me probably understand the diagnosis, prognosis, treatment options and what the 10-years surveillance would represent for me. I would not say it helped me “deal” with the diagnosis. I was so focused on the to-do-list: monthly blood pricks, booking the regular scans, attending endless appointments, egg freezing cycles; and hence failed to process the diagnosis and to acknowledge my true feelings. The psychological fallout was the hardest. It felt like hitting rock bottom and it took me months to accept my situation, with the help of a psychologist, along with the support of my loved ones.
How has your perspective on life and work changed since your ovarian cancer diagnosis?
Receiving a cancer diagnosis was like a wake-up call. I used to be so career-driven and I have always put work first before everything. However, in one minute I lost control of my own life. This journey has allowed me to appreciate the things that really matters most to me in life. I chose to be happy, to spend time with my loved ones and to live every day to the fullest. I chose to be persistently optimistic despite knowing that no one can offer a guarantee that the cancer will never return. I chose to live in the moment rather than worrying about what the future bodes.
The leap from being a doctor to a cancer patient has also given me a unique chance to appreciate the endless challenges patients face. Admittedly, I now have more empathy and a greater appreciation of the value of each human being underneath the hospital gown.
Dr Shabnam Gujadhur (image supplied)
What advice do you have for other women who may be going through a similar experience?
In face of the impossible odds, take it day by day and keep persevering. It is challenging and at times disappointing but remember you do not have to fight this alone. Rather, have the courage to reach out for help if you are falling apart. When I received my diagnosis, I did not know what to do next both personally and professionally. I did not want to break down in front of my family. I reached out to support groups – doctors who have gone through similar situations and the love and support I received was just uplifting.
I am a firm believer in what Ruskin once said: “The highest reward for man’s toil is not what he gets for it, but what he becomes by it”. By that I mean, don’t look at what you have lost or gained by going through this experience, rather reflect over how strong and resilient you have become.
How have you used your personal experience to raise awareness about ovarian cancer and the importance of early detection?
Due to the rarity of my tumour, it took months to get a final diagnosis and during the whole process, the future seemed blurry. I told myself back then that I wanted to be remembered for someone who fought for a future where no woman’s wellbeing will be threatened by ovarian cancer; rather than being remembered as someone who lost to her battle to ovarian cancer. This fuelled inside me a need to advocate for women’s’ living with ovarian cancer, for those lost to ovarian cancer and for future generations of women.
Whilst I considered myself lucky that my cancer was detected at an early stage, it definitely should not come down to luck. Every woman deserves the chance of an early detection test.
I knew that being a woman with a lived experience and a doctor, I could share my story to raise awareness about ovarian cancer and the need for an early detection test. I reached out to the Ovarian Cancer Research Foundation (OCRF) an independent body dedicated to funding national ovarian cancer research and was asked to serve as an OCRF Community Ambassador. Nearly 12 months later, I’m very proud of the various fundraising events I have been involved from Gold Coast Marathon Fun Run, Witchery White Shirt Campaign and Frocktober.
I have also written a narrative piece, titled ‘On the other side’ for Australian National University (ANU) Link and Grow blog regarding my cancer diagnosis. It was heart-warming and empowering as individuals from outside my friends’ circles reached out to me with such a positive response. I was very honoured to be recognised and awarded by the Australian National University (ANU) for addressing gender inequity in health and medicine through storytelling, for that blog story.
Dr Shabnam Gujadhur (image supplied courtersy of Georg Jensen)
Can you tell us more about your collaboration with Georg Jensen and how it came about?
It had barely been a few months being part of the OCRF community ambassador program and I got an email from the team regarding an opportunity to be involved in the upcoming OCRF X Georg Jensen Heart Pendant Campaign. I was thrilled and said yes immediately. I was absolutely not prepared for this whole experience, but each and everyone behind the scenes and the other incredible women I featured with made me feel so comfortable on the day. I remember walking onto the set with my heart pounding and the feeling of a lump in my throat. As I read my lines from the auto-cue, I could not hold back my tears. The OCRF representative who flew in for the day as well as the Gritty Pretty Productions Team knew how hard this was for me and they were just incredibly supportive. It was indeed a once-in-a-lifetime experience. You can read more about the OCRF X Georg Jensen Heart Pendant Campaign here.
What are your Gold Coast favourites?
Café/coffee spot: Daymaker Espresso in Miami makes the perfect roast. My two other favourite coffee spots are Foster & Black and Tarte. For a laid-back brunch, my top picks will be definitely Bam Bam Bakehouse, Tarte and Daymaker famous Chilli Eggs.
Restaurant: Etsu Izakaya – I love Japanese food and Etsu always delivers a variety
Bar or place for a drink: I’m a teetotaler, however I do enjoy socialising with friends at the Burleigh Pavilion because of the view
Beach: Definitely Burleigh
How do you choose to spend your days off?
My days off are to refresh and recharge. Being a very active person, I usually fit in a workout or an outdoor run most days of the week. However, on my days off, I try to sleep in and go to the gym a little bit later. I also like to spend those days with my partner since we both have busy schedules. It usually involves either a brunch at our favourite local café, a walk on the beach or grabbing fish and chips and heading down to Kirra for sunset. Lastly, I try to handle those unavoidable errands and chores.